Exams ended like finally! Haha. Went to town with daphnie, patrick, gekleng, gilson, tiaosin, lilin and zhiwei on friday. Wanted to watch UP, but no more tickets. Sob. Then walked over to ps then cathay. I was in a bad mood, so i left them. Went to kallang for 7th month's dinner with my family. Headed home after that.

Worked on sat and sun. Stand there like a woodblock for 9hrs. I sold one monitor! Yea! so happy. Hahah. But good eh, stand there do nth and get paid. Lol. Shiokkkkkkkkk huh! xD

Mamets came and fetch me from work yesterday! went to eat dinner together and walked over to macdonald to meet haziq, haider and asyad. Accompanied them study while i played with iphone. Haha. Anyway, good luck for exams and olevel's oral ok! love you guys.

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hope you'll enjoy your holiday.
maybe we're better off this way.

Totally screwed up today! Fuck, FUck, FUCk, FUCK! Not only screwed for safety and navigational, stat is screwed too! DAMN, was feeling rather down for the whole day. k, last paper tomorrow. best of luck lah, angella. Lol.

Anyway, i'm working at tampines1's challenger every weekends starting from this saturday. Do visit me! Haha. Collecting my uniform @ beach road tomorrow. how to get there? HAHA.

k, off to nap now. Gotta chiong cargo handling tonight! fuck.

Two papers down, four more to go! gambetteh!

Shipping practice's paper was pretty easy. Manageable. Just that MCQs really kicked me. Lol. 6marks gone for MCQs already. And econs paper was hell. Damn the articles. I don't want elaborate on it, because im really frustrated and disappointed over it! Totally spoil my mood for the whole of yesterday. Went to catch "where got ghost" at tampines with my family. It wasnt so nice like what i expected. Not so funny, not scary at all. Lol. Ate pizzahut before that. Yum, yum, yummy! Heehee!

Okay, i'm having ports and terminals paper today. Good luck to me! Tomorrow is another hell day, cos i'm having two papers in a day. Statistics for shipping business and safety and navigational for shipping. Damn. Can only choose one to study, cos seriously got no time to study both. k, i give up safety and navigational. Wahaha. Last paper on friday! Then there goes my 8 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. cant wait. K, ciaos.

I was in a blank when i received your msg..
sigh.

Angella says : " fuck exams upside down! "

My headache just don't go away. Fuck. How am i going to study? Please go away, can?! I'm really dead for upcoming exams ! Hopeless me. Why has all my motivation gone to? Why am i like this? This is so not me! Darn! I hate myself NOW! argggggh. ):


Sometimes i wonder...where i'm belong to? ):

The more you hoped for something, the more things won't go your way.
It's only when you gave up, things eventually come your way.
I've learnt that to take things easy.

Went to macdonald to study alone. Then my dearest weijie and jingsheng happened to come macdonald and they accompanied me for awhile before they went for their tuition. When they were about to leave, mamets came. I was surprised, because i thought he want to meet haider and the rest. So he accompanied me. After that, haziq, haider and azizan came to join us. And yea, i couldnt study anymore. Lol. Somemore william, shangyi and ahleon came and sat at the next table. So i was busy catching up with them rather than studying. I was having a bad headache actually..so i needa break. Lol. Went home at around 10pm. Thanks to haziq, mamets and haider for sending me home! (:

Don't ask me about anything. Some things i really dont wish to hear now. I need a break.

Angella was so happy that she flew to the sky yesterday!

I skipped morning's lessons yesterday. Woke up at 8.30am, went to eat macdonald with my mummy and accompanied her to the market. Then headed to school at 1pm. Went for IDEA'S presentation and it lasted within half an hour. I basically went to school just for the presentation. So yea, let us say GOODBYE to Jimmy Chew and IDEAS since it was our last lesson. Yay! Haha. Then went to study statistics with guankai, justin, gekleng, pamela, gilson, tiaosin and zhiwei @ concourse. Wtf, we stayed till around 10pm. Lol! Then walked to dover mrt with guankai, justin and gekleng. Hahah. Stupid gekleng and justin PURPOSELY walked so slow. But thanks huh. Heehee! Lol. Then gekleng took to the west, while, guankai, justin and i took to the east. First time guankai took train with us. Heehee! Went home and slept like a.....pigggg.

Skipped school today. Lol. Lazy to go ah. Waste my time and transport fees only. As if i go will study and listen like that. As while stay at home and dream. Lol! Sorry 'COUSIN JUSTIN' that i pangseh you. Lol!

Along the road, it seems like there were just you and me.
A day, i will never forget.
A moment, i wish time could stop.

Yesterday was national's day!

The pledge..

We, the passengers of MRT, poise ourselves as one united kiasu. Regardless of pregnant woman, elderly and little children, to chiong in the doors open, so as to achieve seats, sleep and rest...

Lol, this totally made me laugh like mad. It was send by ahleon anyway. Lol.

Oh yah, was supposed to watch GI JOE yesterday. But because haider, zakir and asyad were late, we couldnt catch the 4.45pm show. So we went to eat pastamania's pizza. Then headed to Tampines Sport Hall to play L4D. Lol. Mamets and asyad played Dota while zakir, haider and i played L4D. So fun ey? (: Can't wait for L4D2 to come out on september! Hehe. Okay, then we bused back to our house area. Met up with Haziq Shah and we climbed up to the rooftop to watch fireworks. Was abit late, but we still managed to watch it. It was quite clear and it seemed so near to us. Lol. Then slacked at there and they even went to buy food up to eat. Lol. We lay down, haider, zakir and I had a good time talking about our sec 1&2's lifes. Those childish times. Hahah!

It was my very first time going up to the rooftop. Pretty scary..but i think it's awesome there! So windy, relaxing and nice feelings! (: We shall go up again soon okay! (:

Then they sent me home at around 10.15pm. Thanks again. You guys rock. So loving ey? haha!

Alright, i needa start studying today! LIKE SERIOUSLY! haha. Anyone free to jio me out to study? Call me @ 9451392* HAHAHA! Guess the last number yourself. No reward given. Lol.

Lastly, i miss you.

panda, je t'aime

Worked @ expo yesterday. First day of work, so paiseh already. Guess what? It was serena's cousin wedding and she was there. Lucky i wasn't the one serving her table, if not...is really damn paiseh can! Lol. Okay, met winnie's friend, grace @ simei ite's bus-stop. Walked over to expo together and started work at 6plus. Ended work at 11pm. Okay, the job isnt bad, just that maybe i'm new, so i didnt really know what to do. Hahah. At there like ben shou ben jiao like that. Lol. Overall, still alright la. Gained some experiences and learnt quite many things. (: After work, went bedok interchange to meet muhammad. He pei-ed me home and he went to meet haider after that. Thanks mamets! (:

Oh yea.. Happy birthday Singapore! (:

Hmm, i'm going movie with those malay boys today. Going up to the rooftop to watch fireworks after that. Yup, i'm kinda excited..hehe..

anyway, thanks YANJUNJIE a.k.a YIM JUN GIT for supporting me! yeah! (:
i will let nature takes it course.

wo xian zai hao xiang jian ni. ):

Thursday..

Aunt was sent to the CGH. She was having high fever and she couldnt control her pee-ing and shitting already. She is having infections inside, but due to her having diabetes, she didnt realise it. I think the hospital sucks big time. They only allow one visitor to go in. I pushed my aunt inside and they told my parents that they couldnt enter. I was like..wtf? How the fuck will i know what to do? I don't even know my aunt's name eh! Lol. I try to find my way to the registration counter and they asked me to pay $75 for the registration fees. I was like..wtf again? I didnt bring my wallet or anything so i told them i will pay later. And they asked if my aunt's number is 12345678? I told them i don't know. I really dont know anything eh! She isnt that close to me in the first place.

Me : " erm, then what..what should i do next? "
Nurse: " push her to the waiting area and wait for her turn "
Me : " Huh? wait for what? where is the waiting area ? "
Nurse directed me there.

You see, i never been to a hospital, i dont know how is it like..i didnt know need to wait! Lol. Tv programmes always show patients being pushed to the emergency room straight away!

I seriously dont know what to do, so i asked my dad to come in but the nurse did not allow. So there was some quarrel between my dad and the nurses. I think those nurses are fucking dumb. Look at me..i'm only 17 and from my faces everyone can tell i seriously dont know what to do already..and they fucking dont allow my dad to come in. What fucking law is that? My dad fucked care her and just enter. Lol. Okay, then when it was my aunt's turn to enter, another nurse asked me to go out. Okay, fine. I went out, leaving my dad to look after my aunt. I went out and waited outside with my mum. After a while, my dad came out and ask my mum to enter..my aunt need to pee into a bottle for some check up and my dad obviously can't help her into the toilet. Those fucking nurses did not allow my mum to enter also. So, quarrels started again. They lost...so my mum entered. Then my dad came out and asked me to go in to help my mum..Again, they did not allow. So i fucked care them and just dash in. Lol. Okay, i spent 5hours at the hospital, wearing mask which made it so uncomfortable. Damn. haha.

Aunt is staying at the hospital now. I really hope she will be discharge soon. ):
& i hate CGH badly.

Friday.

Skipped econs lesson. Waited for justin and we walked to school together. Wasted my day in school again. Lol. Then after school stayed back and do idea's project and we're done! yay! (:

I'm so angry today! Tiao sin was sitting behind me in class and suddenly he called my name and when i turned back, a highlighter just drew on my face. fuck! blue colour... !@#$% HAHA.

Took train home with Patrick, Justin and Junjie after school. Had a good laugh on the train. Thanks people for disturbing me like always...Lol.

Reached home, bathed, changed and went out to meet muhammad, haziq, haider and friend. Was suppose to study but ended up chatting and playing. Lol. Zakir came to join us too. Anyway, thanks all for sending me back home. love you guys! (:

SOMEONE didnt attend school again. I hope you get well soon okay? Take care!

and i'm not going school tomorrow. yeah, bye!

I'm feeling fucking moody.
Why?
Hell knows.

I don't feel like going school everyday. Even if i go, i feel that i'm just wasting my time during lesson. I'm wondering...what's the point of going school? Hmm. Exams are just two weeks away, yet i'm feeling so lazy to study. What is wrong with me? Where is all the motivation in me? I really don't want study, can? ): Totally not in the mood to study. I need to do something about it. I need to adjust my mood. I'm feeling fucking siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn right now! >.<

Read patrick's blog and i don't why is he feeling sad. I pray he'll be alright soon. Hey pat, anything can just tell me aite! I'm always here for you. Cheeeeer up. (:

I'm wondering why...

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Oh yea, i got my scuba diving's license. haha. This is a goal, i have achieved(:

It's saturday..yeah! I slept for 11 hours, woahhh! Daphnie and friends are coming to tampines and i may be joining them later. Woah, they live at the west and it's their first time coming to tampines. Lol. I hope it would be a wonderful day! (:

Exams are coming, but i've no mood to study. What should i do? Hmm.. ):

Sorry to SOMEONE that i fell asleep so didnt reply you. xDD

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